From the recording Keeping Up With The Living

Lyrics

This is the best thing and the worst thing
I have ever felt
and I can't tell anyone about it
If I had less to lose
I might kill myself
'Cause I can't tell anyone about it

It's those dirty little secrets that we keep to ourselves
That affect all those around us the most
And it's rather unforgiving, keeping up with the living
When you're constantly surrounded by ghosts
On a Friday night when everything goes right
You might forget your cares for a while
But with the joy I grieve, because you wouldn't believe
The secrets hiding under this smile

This is the best thing and the worst thing
I have ever felt
and I can't tell anyone about it
If I had less to lose
I might kill myself
'Cause I can't tell anyone about it

I'm most alive, I'm most at ease
With all of this shit stirring inside of me
Tell all the lies that you can believe
And may we find peace in entropy (2x)

This is the best thing and the worst thing
I have ever felt
and I can't tell anyone about it
If I had less to lose
I might kill myself
'Cause I can't tell anyone about it (2x)